OK so now i'm shattered as I spent all of last night talking to Shawn after Ian left the conversation. My mum asked why my light was on at 4 in the morning and I could only say "I don't know, I must of fallen asleep with it on" Even she knows I stay up late on the weekends to talk to Shawn. That was the firs time I stayed up all night and chances are it will not be my last, because I loved it; I loved the feeling I got when I was talking to him, I loved the smile that took over as I watched him say "I love you", the way he proposed - hell we were tired, a little crazy and the feeling of love seemed so overwhelming. I am still talking to him now as I write this and every time I see his name I smile, every time I see a joke or the start of the ... game I know that I love him more then before.I'm not usually like this by the way, normally I am not this love sick and crazy about Shawn, but more then 24 hours of being told the person who you love loved you back is an amazing thing.