Saturday, 4 July 2009

I Know I have chosen the right person, I love Shawn I really do. As even now I am falling for him again. It seems like every time I talk to him I fall more in love up to the point I think I can't no more and then I realise I just have. I am totally love sick right now so you know, But every time he says "I love you" I know he means it more then the last time. Every time he says "I never want this to end" I know how he feels cos I feel the same.

The thing that I love about what me and Shawn have is that, I am the kind of girl that you wouldn't look twice at, I don't turn peoples heads as I walk down the street. I know that if it was not for how we met Shawn would have never of looked at me how he does now. I probably would of seen him as someone messing about with friends if he said some of the things he has said to me. But as we met through words, what we say and when we say it, not how we look at what time of the day. I know that is it was not for the pixels making us words I would not be in love, I would not feel the way I do and I would still only see love as a bitter lie told by to people to increase the amount they annoy you, as now not only have they got their life to talk about but they now have everyone Else's. I never want this moment to end as I fear the period of time that we can only be friends and not boyfriend and girlfriend that I have come to know and love, only really feeling safe when I am talking to him, letting his soft words cradle me.

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